I've been with this program

I've been with this program when there was no program. Months after the NCAA shut down SMU football for the 1987 season, I heard the sneers from my hometown of Las Vegas when people asked if I was going there on a football scholarship.
I've been with this program even when the 1988 season was washed out and watched the campus environment recede.
I've been with this program when it returned in 1989 with a new coach in Forrest Gregg and games returned to Ownby Stadium and when the season began with a 35-6 loss to rice.
I've been with this program for "The Miracle on Mockingbird'' when Michael Bowen caught the game-winning TD pass to beat Connecticut, 31-30.
I've been with this program when we led Texas 7-0, when we lost at A&M, 63-14, when we lost to Houston, 95-21, when we lost to Notre Dame, 59-6, and finished the season 2-9.
I've been with this program when games shifted from Ownby to the Cotton Bowl.
I've been with this program when I was stuck in Wichita Falls in 1992 and listened on the radio to hear the revenge 41-16 victory over Houston.
I've been with this program when it went 2-19-1 between 1994-1995.
I've been with this program with a 3-game winning streak over Arkansas. The most memorable was going to Fayetteville to watch a 23-10 win and afterwards, Arkansas coach Danny Ford apologized to his fans.
I've been with this program in 1996 when Roy Rios missed a chip shot game-winning field goal against Missouri and was the difference between us going 5-6 and 6-5 -- and probably cost Tom Rossley his job.
I've been with this program when I embarrassed myself when I booed our team going off the field at The Cotton Bowl with a dismal performance in the first half against Navy in 1997.
I've been with this program when that season surged and we clinched our first winning season with a wild 42-41 win at Tulsa.
I've been with this program when an Independence Bowl berth disappeared aon crisp Thursday November night at Amon Carter Stadium in a 21-18 loss to then-winless TCU. And I was with Mike Cavan when he suspended Donte Womack for the game for breaking curfew.
I've been with this program with season tickets at the new Gerald J. Ford Stadium in 2000 and we opened it with a 31-17 victory over Kansas on an excruciating 107-degree September day.
I've been with this program when the Cavan era ended bitterly when AD Jim Copeland said he had seen enough in 2001 and fired Cavan with 2 games to play in the season. Cavan responded after the North Carolina game -- his last -- and said I've had enough. It was another year I regretted because I canceled my season tickets -- an act I've never forgiven myself for.
I've been with this program when I drove over to Ford for the Phil Bennett press conference to introduce him as the new head football coach.
I've been with this program when 0-12 occurred in 2003, and I attended every game including the 21-19 loss to UTEP when a little screen covered 86 yards for the Miners.
I've been with this program when a 3-win season followed in 2004 with the understanding that the talent was so bare, that this rebuilding was going to take longer than I anticipated.
I've been with this program when I predicted a 5-6 season for 2005 and was laughed at by friends. At 2-6 going into November, it didn't look good. But a 29-24 win at Houston propelled to an impressive win over UTEP to finish the season at 5-6.
I've been with this program in 2006 when a winnable game against UNT was played horribly, but the squad rebounded with 3 consecutive wins. I watched the drama of the Justin Willis situation put the season in peril before it was resolved.
I've been with this program when character was found on Nov. 18 and 24-7 halftime deficit to Tulsa was turned into a 34-24 victory.
And now Nov. 25 is coming and so to is the biggest game in SMU football history since the Death Penalty as the boys get ready to play Rice.
Over these years, heartache, frustration, anger and bewilderment have easily won out over joy and satisfaction. Admittedly, my conduct in several instances was regrettable.
Regardless of what the fates allow on Saturday, my loyalty to SMU remains undaunted and will never waver.
Let's play some football in December!!
I've been with this program even when the 1988 season was washed out and watched the campus environment recede.
I've been with this program when it returned in 1989 with a new coach in Forrest Gregg and games returned to Ownby Stadium and when the season began with a 35-6 loss to rice.
I've been with this program for "The Miracle on Mockingbird'' when Michael Bowen caught the game-winning TD pass to beat Connecticut, 31-30.
I've been with this program when we led Texas 7-0, when we lost at A&M, 63-14, when we lost to Houston, 95-21, when we lost to Notre Dame, 59-6, and finished the season 2-9.
I've been with this program when games shifted from Ownby to the Cotton Bowl.
I've been with this program when I was stuck in Wichita Falls in 1992 and listened on the radio to hear the revenge 41-16 victory over Houston.
I've been with this program when it went 2-19-1 between 1994-1995.
I've been with this program with a 3-game winning streak over Arkansas. The most memorable was going to Fayetteville to watch a 23-10 win and afterwards, Arkansas coach Danny Ford apologized to his fans.
I've been with this program in 1996 when Roy Rios missed a chip shot game-winning field goal against Missouri and was the difference between us going 5-6 and 6-5 -- and probably cost Tom Rossley his job.
I've been with this program when I embarrassed myself when I booed our team going off the field at The Cotton Bowl with a dismal performance in the first half against Navy in 1997.
I've been with this program when that season surged and we clinched our first winning season with a wild 42-41 win at Tulsa.
I've been with this program when an Independence Bowl berth disappeared aon crisp Thursday November night at Amon Carter Stadium in a 21-18 loss to then-winless TCU. And I was with Mike Cavan when he suspended Donte Womack for the game for breaking curfew.
I've been with this program with season tickets at the new Gerald J. Ford Stadium in 2000 and we opened it with a 31-17 victory over Kansas on an excruciating 107-degree September day.
I've been with this program when the Cavan era ended bitterly when AD Jim Copeland said he had seen enough in 2001 and fired Cavan with 2 games to play in the season. Cavan responded after the North Carolina game -- his last -- and said I've had enough. It was another year I regretted because I canceled my season tickets -- an act I've never forgiven myself for.
I've been with this program when I drove over to Ford for the Phil Bennett press conference to introduce him as the new head football coach.
I've been with this program when 0-12 occurred in 2003, and I attended every game including the 21-19 loss to UTEP when a little screen covered 86 yards for the Miners.
I've been with this program when a 3-win season followed in 2004 with the understanding that the talent was so bare, that this rebuilding was going to take longer than I anticipated.
I've been with this program when I predicted a 5-6 season for 2005 and was laughed at by friends. At 2-6 going into November, it didn't look good. But a 29-24 win at Houston propelled to an impressive win over UTEP to finish the season at 5-6.
I've been with this program in 2006 when a winnable game against UNT was played horribly, but the squad rebounded with 3 consecutive wins. I watched the drama of the Justin Willis situation put the season in peril before it was resolved.
I've been with this program when character was found on Nov. 18 and 24-7 halftime deficit to Tulsa was turned into a 34-24 victory.
And now Nov. 25 is coming and so to is the biggest game in SMU football history since the Death Penalty as the boys get ready to play Rice.
Over these years, heartache, frustration, anger and bewilderment have easily won out over joy and satisfaction. Admittedly, my conduct in several instances was regrettable.
Regardless of what the fates allow on Saturday, my loyalty to SMU remains undaunted and will never waver.
Let's play some football in December!!